Truth is, everyone is selfish, because we have all done something for our own gain, not to help others, and we have all wanted someone else to fail, to never succeed, that's why we do everything in our will to put that one person down. But it's not just jealousy, there are many ways humans have been selfish, such as letting the earth and animals suffer and die, and living knowing there is something we can do to help others stop their suffering and live a better life. Humans were born to be selfish, that's how we're alive isn't it? If we spent our whole life trying to help others what would we be, we wouldn't be able to enjoy our own life which is short. Yes, life is short that's why we make the most of it being selfish most of the times and making ourselves happy, and that is the point of life, be rich, live in a huge mansion, isn't this the life we all want, probably yes, but to get there we must make some very selfish decisions.

Why can't I be like her? Why can't I have blue eyes? Why can't I have blonde hair? Why can't my skin be flawless? Why can't my nose be small? Why can't I be lighter? Why can't I like how I look?

𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝑜𝓁𝑜𝑔𝒾𝓏𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐼'𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒? 𝒩𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓅𝑜𝓁𝑜𝑔𝒾𝓏𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓎. - 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒥𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓇 I'm sorry for being selfish, I've always been careless. I'm sorry for causing you pain, I feel the pain too. I'm sorry for pointing the finger at you, even though it is me who is the monster. I'm sorry for evincing my true ire, though you would do the same too. I'm sorry to myself, I wish I could be better. I wish I could be more amiable, I wish I could make the judges forget my mistake. The judges out there will never forgive me, as it is only my mistakes that they care about. No one could realise my pain, my loss and my grief, all they could think about was their pleasure and gain.