𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝑜𝓁𝑜𝑔𝒾𝓏𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐼'𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒? 𝒩𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓅𝑜𝓁𝑜𝑔𝒾𝓏𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓎. - 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒥𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓇 I'm sorry for being selfish, I've always been careless. I'm sorry for causing you pain, I feel the pain too. I'm sorry for pointing the finger at you, even though it is me who is the monster. I'm sorry for evincing my true ire, though you would do the same too. I'm sorry to myself, I wish I could be better. I wish I could be more amiable, I wish I could make the judges forget my mistake. The judges out there will never forgive me, as it is only my mistakes that they care about. No one could realise my pain, my loss and my grief, all they could think about was their pleasure and gain.